Monday, September 14, 2009

How I am doing now...

Well, right now, i don't really have anything to complain about. I have everything i need and want. I am doing really well. I have a feeling on why i am doing so well. On Saturday, i was sitting in the bathroom with my best friend Hannah Underwood, and we were talking about how family is SO important to us. I really never realized everything they do for me. They will be with me forever, no matter what. I love my family SO much! That talk really changed how i look at things. I feel bad for taking advantage of them, and that needed to stop. I have everything i could possibly ever need and want, just by having them!
Anyways! Besides that, i am doing good. There has been really no drama the past two weeks! And i love it! I am taking advantage of that!! I am loving life right now, and i hope it lasts FOREVER!!!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

How I'm feeling right this moment...

OK so do you ever have that feeling where you have this amazing friendship, like best friends with someone other than your normal group, but while that's going on, you are feeling like you are losing another? Well that's me right now. I am so close with my friend Madison, and i am so happy because she is an awesome friend, but i fee; like i am losing one that is too close to lose. I don't know it has been weird. I'm not mad at all, but there is always this little tension that i do not like but i want to go away but I'm afraid to say something because i don't want it to make anything worst. I do not know what to do, i am holding it on as long as can, so i guess I'm just going to keep my mouth shut for now.